Lady Gaga is a genius

She is a perfect parody of our culture. although she never seems to be wearing pants, you have to appreciate her on some level.

The bad romance video is awesome.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I

French Film

Hiroshima Mon Amour

I walked out the screening dazed. you know when movies follow you and won't let you forget what you just witnessed? that's how I felt after watching this film. I forget who said it but some wise person said something like, Good cinema is like a pebble in your shoe. It almost irritates you. you can't get the images out of your head. they sit there and percolate in you brain. This seems especially appropriate for this film, that deals with a subject that we should never get out of our minds.

Road Trip, Texas

Getting out

made it...

Armory

Barbara Probst's work in the crowd at The Armory Show

So I gave myself two days to digest but I don't know if that's enough time to even begin the process of thinking through this apex of spectral we call the art fair. Let me tell you, this place was ginormous! The fair is such a monolithic, sprawling structure itself that one cannot help but boggle at it’s cultural weigh. Each little read dot on each sold work carries with it not just an insane amount of hard currency, but  a hefty dose of legitimacy and cultural capital as well. astonishingly, piers 92 & 94 are still afloat, hehe dumb joke. 


How is one supposed to take in a show of that scale anyway? It is so astronomically huge that one literally and figuratively does not know where to begin (only complicated by multiple entrances :). It’s kind of purposefully impossible to see the whole thing. and it’s physically, humanly out of the question to see all the pierces’ in the fair. thus some, actually almost all, fall by the way side. its a brutal art world out there, survival of the fittest. or more correctly, survival of the well established and well positioned. 

Olla von Brandenburg

The rampantly capitalist underpinnings of the show are made quite clear for the beginning. The pieces are nicely labeled $$$ half the time and if not, you can just ask the semi-friendly gallerina's for the cost in cold hard cash. I overheard a lot of people (especially in the modern area) asking for prices. One wife was telling her husband "Its only 30,000 for the 3,"he looked green. (note: about the same cost as my education for one year)

Richard Hamilton 

The people watching is actually fairly captivating. They was a great mix : art world old school characters with tortoise shell glasses, yuppie couples with their baby strollers (really guys, you had to bring the baby?), The bridge and tunnel / nuevo riche, the international out of towners including: the beautifully tanned Mediterranean women who kiss checks and might be slightly euro trash and the tall Nordic male models mixed in with a ny scene : cool looking girls who make you wonder whats her life like? and the beautifully scruffy artist boys (my favorite). WE saw Naomi Campbell. she didn’t even pretend to look at the art. But I guess what was I looking at when I was looking at her? wasn't art. 

John Baldesarri 

BUT back to the ART: I got my ticket for free because of my class, but within 30 sec of us entering the fair we were completely on our own. I stuck with my friend Maddie, who is a lovely person to see art with, and we simply SLOOOOWWWWED down. Allowing ourselves to look for a beat, in front of a work that had caught our eyes. This viewing is to me the only human way of witnessing this fair. It felt like just resisting the flow of viewing momentum was a task. The vectors of spectatorship were hard to resist and you felt your self being lulled to one object or another by a cultural undertow. In some way it felt like an act of rebellion to move against the current by slowing my pace, although perhaps in the end our destinations were the same. The works with magnetic / human / visual pull got us all. But it was worth it to break with the manic speed of the carnival. By pausing to taking notes on artists I felt more able to absorb and process the abundance of information being thrown at me. I feel like I am  learning a community. I'm approaching it almost as an anthropologist. De-marking the terrain, the customs, the gestures of meaning.  

Adam McEwen

So we were there for 4 hours until it felt like our eyes were bleeding and we some how crawled our way to the nearest exit. I wish I had some more pictures. I think ideally I would have liked to have two days to see the thing. One day to take part in the hectic walk through. The next to see the work. I hope I don’t come off as VERY cynical about fair. I actually loved the show. I deeply enjoy beginning to see and comprehend parts of this ever-expanding art system. Seeing international work makes me wonder about what Allan McCollum said to art21 about a “universal system of meaning.” Something about the international work  felt opaque to me. Often I feel like I can’t read the social marks as easily, but this frequently makes the work all the more appealing to discover. I'm a an idealist , like Allen McCollum and I hope a skeptical hope for universal communication. I want to make works that  un fold some  of our constructed boundaries. I am not so naive to think that  I will not create my own boundaries, but I won't give up on the aspiration. In the end, I came away eager to make. and take part.  and communicate. I was fundamental, utterly inspired.  

  

My portfolio from high school aka embarrassing

This is the first canvas I ever did circa 9th grade

 

I'm so political and ansty

I'm actually really proud of this one. the picture doesn't do it justice.

 

Lucy got to be my subject most of the time. she was just thrilled~

photo-gram on top of my image 

  

Sandpapered my negative. My photo teacher almost pooped her pants. she was old school, a purist

  

Or I was my subject. (note: embarrassing capri pants)

god, I guess I look different?

dork

Whitney Biennial

I'm excited to see my first Whitney biennial this spring. I was looking at the blog Arrested Motion and the Whitney's website and I can't wait. I've only heard of two of the artists (I know, I'm a newbie) but I'm excited to see new work. I've been looking at art history too much. I feel like I'm missing whats going on now. I highly recommend checking out the videos. Its really interesting to hear the curators, Francesco Bonami and Gary Carrion-Murayari, talk about the process of creating the show and picking the artists.
But has anyone noticed the that the graphic for the show that says "Whitney" then 20 then 10 is punctuated by the sound of a cash registrar? $$$ ironic no?

photo project

 

Scanned negative stills of Cops. Their not done yet. I might rescan them with a better quality scanner and invert the color so its not a negative, but we'll see...

escape

school is sucking my soul/life away

BArnard campus has a new addition! the vag. I mean the Diana center (inside joke, it was going to be called the susan vagilous center aka the vag. thank god some one realized the extreme ridiculousness of naming a student center at an all girls school, the vag)

7 classes, 18 credits = deathhhhh.

so i've busy. In fact I should be doing math homework right now. But instead I've been looking for art blogs for the last hour... I'm bad at school.

"The present is diverse beyond knowing, history is never completely on anyone’s side, and what we ignore today will be excavated later and held against us the way we hold previous oversights against past generations."
-Roberta Smith from her nytimes article "Post-Minimal to the Max"

True - old and new -----------------------

Buffy kicks ass

its embarssing. But i love it.